My rating: ★ 5 Fucking Crazy Stars ★
What the fuck did I just read?!?!?
~ "I'm about to fuck you so raw that every step you take is going to feel like your c*nt has been rubbed down by sandpaper, baby." ~ Braxx
Wow THAT'S SO HOT… WAIT, WTF ???
I'M PRETTY SURE I DON'T LIKE THE 'C' WORD… WHY THE HELL AM I SLIGHTLY AROUSED? HAHHAHA
Seize Me is like no other.
Your about to be DRAGGED into the unashamed world of the Breaknecks.
Once given a taste, I swear you won't be able leave.
Seize Me, makes no apologies for the raw, intense, and at times, heartbreaking ugliness that happens in the life of the MC.
Get ready ladies cause your about to have it all stripped bare. Your senses set on fire, and your heart seriously broken, your limits will be tested and you won't have one say in it all.
Hold on, and enjoy the ride.
Winter grew up under the control of her Russian mafia family.
When her father takes her first love away in cold blood, she runs.
All she leaves behind is a cold trail to make sure he can never find her.
A year on the run, see's her to using her expensive dance lessons and working as a stripper in an up market strip joint.
When asked to do a private show for the Breakneck's President, Winter, reluctantly agrees.
Braxxon is President of the MC Breakneck's.
When he sets eyes in the most beautiful Angel dancing, he claims her as his own.
~ "Name's Braxxon baby and I wanna touch an Angel." ~ Braxx
Braxxon is total Motorcycle Alpha. He can be a total douche at times but I found myself loving him more for his sweetness then, hating him for his Doucheness
And like Winter, I would swoon when he would totally do the most sweetest things.
~ I hate that I hate him because I think I just may love him, all because of a bag of gummies that he knew I would need. ~ Winter
He claims what's his. And Winter is his.
She is strong and beautiful and needs to be taught a thing or two.
~ " And tomorrow I'm gonna pound the shit outta your c#nt for talking to me like that." ~
Winter hates that this man has to be the one man that she has a connection with.
She fights so hard to keep him at arms length, she can't let him break her walls down. She can't go back into this ugly world. It's what she has run from. But this man holds something over her.
When her weekend stay with Braxx, puts her life in danger, she finds herself on club lockdown and in Braxxon's bed.
Their attraction is more than sex, it's something that neither have had before.
~In that moment where my mind, body and soul are assaulted, I know that I'll never be the same again. Braxxon has seized me, and something tells me he isn't letting me go.~ Winter
Soon their intense relationship is put to the ultimate test when Winter is taken from Braxx, as retaliation to club business.
This was intense. You find yourself thinking, nope nothing is gonna happen, it never does in these situations.
OH Shit it's happening…
This is where Seize Me stands out from the rest.
Crystal takes you out of your comfort zone and pushes the limits where no-one else seems to go.
While there is a warning at the start of this book, I must stress that if you do have a hot botton, this book might not be for you.
The abuse and rape that follows is heartbreaking to read.
Your sitting there with your pulse raising, waiting for the hero to sweep in and save the day.
But unlike others, this is no fairytale in the traditional sense.
Winter and Braxx must work through the repercussions of what they both went through.
It's covers it all.
With a few bumps along the way slowly, Winter starts to heal.
And with revenge on her mind, and one holy fucking shit scene, she is able to move past the black hole she was finding herself in.
Can I just say the scene with PP
Omg omg omg
Oh my fucking GOD!!!
With threat of the enemy still out there, Braxx moves Winter into the compound.
While they struggle with coming to terms of what their short relationship has entailed for each other. Their connection is undeniable.
But how does one define a relationship based on one week and living through the pain and guilt they both have.
How can Braxx be there for her? The Angel he fell for is never coming back. He must let that go and move forward, with this woman who has replaced her.
This was heartbreaking. And this is where I really fell for Braxx, his intentions were always clear and they never wavered. You felt his love for her.
There passion was intense. The sex was at times smoking hot, but then so freaking sweet.
~“I want it real slow, baby."
"How slow?" I ask wrapping her legs around my waist and lifting her into my lap, causing her to moan with the change of position.
"So slow I can feel you enter my soul," she whispers.” ~
But Winter is under no illusions that Braxx is solely hers, so when there is an indiscretion you don't find her flying off the handle in a jealous rage.
I however wasn't as forgiving…I would be saying, "Bitch get your mouth of my mans dick."
The scene with Dizzy, pissed me off. I was pissed at both Winter and Braxx.
I hated that for them. I hated that what they went through, made her say that, and in turn made him do that. I really felt the struggle within Braxx afterward.
I hate cheating, it makes me feel so sick and I was holding back reading this because it happens in these books. However, I must say this wasn't as bad as what I have read before in Motorcycle club books. I was expecting a lot more considering Braxx is one bad Ass dude.
But once they do sort their shit out, they are totally faithful to each other.
When you meet the key characters of the Breakneck family you soon find yourself falling in love with them all.
Winter finds herself settling in to her new family and life.
But soon Winter's past catches up with her.
Putting her family in danger.
Her father is hell bent on taking her back, taking anything and anyone that she cares for.
But the Winter he knows doesn't exist anymore and there is no way she will go down with out a fight.
~ "I fell in love with a fucking Mafia princess" ~ Braxx
Overall I really enjoyed this. Yes, I was a little apprehensive starting this. I guess it's one of those stories that you are either gonna really love it or not.
I can see how people are saying WTF? How can you like this. But looking at the bigger picture. Spears, has given us a look into the dark MC life and left nothing back.
Sex, Drugs and Murder has never been so wrong, yet felt so right.
Kudos to Spears. I will definitely be reading the next instalment.